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Alcohol - Sex - Life
<p>Audio is rated 18+ (SL)</p><p>Not entirely related to the write-up</p><p>Audio Credit: TGT (Tank, Guniwine &amp; Tyrese)</p><p>F/ Atlantic Records</p><p>August 20, 2013.</p><p>___________________</p><p><br/></p><h4><strong>THE POEM</strong></h4><p>We take the alcohol. First sip. With a grimace, the drink burns our throat. </p><p>We try it again, our taste buds adjusting to the taste and getting used to it. At the third shot, we like It already.</p><p>Isn't it the drink that burns our throat? The bitter sweet feeling.</p><p>We drown ourselves in it. Our heads become heavy. It takes over our thinking. And control us. Then we fall asleep. And we awake with a pounding head, a painful cramp in the abdomen, we can't seem to stand the pain.</p><p>We can't even help ourselves at times. Then after some aspirin and water. We feel better.</p><p>And guess what? We go back to the alcohol again.</p><p><em><br/></em></p><p><strong><em>This is not just alcohol. </em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is life.</em></strong></p><p><br/></p><blockquote>Read it again, and let it sink in. Till you get it.</blockquote><p><br/></p><p><br/></p><h4><strong>THE PLOT</strong></h4><p>She was young. Too young to fully understand the things adults whispered about in corners and joked about in songs.</p><p>At first, it was just curiosity. A conversation with older friends. A late-night chat. A touch that felt strange but exciting.</p><p><br/></p><p>The first time, it hurt.</p><p>Not just her body. Her mind too.</p><p>She went home confused, staring at the ceiling, wondering why something everyone glorified felt so heavy afterward.</p><p><br/></p><p>But then came the attention.</p><p>The sweet words.</p><p>The feeling of being wanted.</p><p><br/></p><p>So she tried again.</p><p><br/></p><p>This time, it felt easier.</p><p>Less fear. Less guilt.</p><p>Her heart slowly adjusted to the emotional burn the same way the throat adjusts to alcohol.</p><p><br/></p><p>Soon, she started mistaking temporary pleasure for love.</p><p>Late-night calls became habits.</p><p>Secret meetings became normal.</p><p>And every time someone left her broken, she promised herself she would stop.</p><p><br/></p><p>But loneliness would come again.</p><p>The need to feel seen would return.</p><p>And she would go back again.</p><p><br/></p><p>Then came the tears.</p><p>The silent regrets.</p><p>The fear of pregnancy.</p><p>The heartbreak of being used by boys who only loved her body and not her soul.</p><p><br/></p><p>Sometimes she cried alone in the bathroom so nobody would hear.</p><p>Sometimes she stared at her reflection wondering when innocence quietly disappeared from her eyes.</p><p><br/></p><p>Yet after every heartbreak, after every emotional hangover, after every painful lesson…</p><p>she still searched for comfort in the same thing that wounded her.</p><p><br/></p><p>Just like alcohol.</p><p><br/></p><p>The same thing that burns us… somehow becomes the thing we run back to.</p><p><br/></p><p>Because human beings are emotional creatures.</p><p>We chase feelings.</p><p>We crave escape.</p><p>We confuse healing with distraction.</p><p><em><br/></em></p><p><strong><em>This is not just alcohol.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is not just sex.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>This is life.</em></strong></p><p><br/></p><blockquote>Read it again, and let it sink in. Till you get it.</blockquote><p><br/></p><h4><strong>THE PREGNANCY</strong></h4><p>And then it happens. A new Life is born. And after a few years. Another cycle begins.</p><p><em><br/></em></p><p><strong><em>Was it Alcohol?</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Was it Sex?</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>Now this is LIFE</em></strong></p><p><br/></p><blockquote>Read it again, and let it sink in. Till you get it.</blockquote>
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