<p><br/></p><p>Twice, I’ve lost people. And twice, I’ve been denied the chance to grieve.
</p><p>Like clockwork, life moved on… and so did everyone else.
</p><p>But I didn’t.
</p><p>Somewhere along the way, I stopped feeling. I became mechanical, present, functioning, but hollow.
</p><p>This isn’t the life I chose. Not the path I imagined.
</p><p>I try to hold on to my emotions, but even they seem to slip through.
</p><p>There were days I thought dying might be peaceful… until I saw what it did to those left behind.
</p><p>Grief doesn’t visit gently; it crashes in.
</p><p>The pain is so sharp, it dulls everything else.
</p><p>You stop crying because your eyes forget how.
</p><p>You wonder, “Am I heartless?”
</p><p>But the truth is you’re just broken in places no one can see.
</p><p>When I saw them in the coffin, they looked… calm.
</p><p>Like the world had finally stopped shouting at them.
</p><p>But the silence left behind was deafening.
</p><p>I’ve watched them suffer. Watched life beat the strength out of them.
</p><p>So yes, sometimes, death felt like mercy.
</p><p>Still… it doesn't make it fair.
</p><p>I’ve asked myself a thousand “what ifs.”
</p><p>What if I had done more? Said something? Changed the course?
</p><p>But I know—some things lie beyond our control.
</p><p>Maybe it was fate. Perhaps it was their choice, wrapped in pain I couldn’t see.
</p><p>I’ve wished, silently, to trade places.
</p><p>But all I get is silence in return.
</p><p>So I keep living, not as a hero, not strong, but as a man carrying dreams too big for one lifetime.
</p><p>Mine… and theirs.
</p><p>Still, I ask:
</p><p>Why do the young ones leave this way?</p><p>Why does life take those who haven’t even started living?
</p><p>Can someone, anyone, please tell me why?</p><p><br/></p><p>
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At the end of the month, we give out prizes in 3 categories: Best Content, Top Engagers and
Most Engaged Content.
Best Content
We give out cash prizes to 7 people with the best insights in the past month. The 7 winners are picked
by an in-house selection process.
The winners are NOT picked from the leaderboards/rankings, we choose winners based on the quality, originality
and insightfulness of their content.
Top Engagers
For the Top Engagers Track, we award the top 3 people who engage the most with other user's content via
comments.
The winners are picked using the "Monthly Engagers" tab on the rankings page.
Most Engaged Content
The Most Engaged Content recognizes users whose content received the most engagement during the month.
We pick the top 3.
The winners are picked using the "Monthly Contributors" tab on the rankings page.
Here are a few other things to know for the Best Content track
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Quality over Quantity — You stand a higher chance of winning by publishing a few really good insights across the entire month,
rather than a lot of low-quality, spammy posts.
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Share original, authentic, and engaging content that clearly reflects your voice, thoughts, and opinions.
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Avoid using AI to generate content—use it instead to correct grammar, improve flow, enhance structure, and boost clarity.
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Explore audio content—high-quality audio insights can significantly boost your chances of standing out.
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Use eye-catching cover images—if your content doesn't attract attention, it's less likely to be read or engaged with.
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Share your content in your social circles to build engagement around it.
Contributor Rankings
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The all-time ranking is based on the Contributor Score, which is a measure of all the engagement and exposure a contributor's content receives.
The monthly score sums the score on all your insights in the past 30 days. The monthly and all-time scores are calcuated DIFFERENTLY.
This page also shows the top engagers on TwoCents — these are community members that have engaged the most with other user's content.
Contributor Score
Here is a list of metrics that are used to calcuate your contributor score, arranged from
the metric with the highest weighting, to the one with the lowest weighting.
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Comments (excluding replies)
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Upvotes
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Views
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Number of insights published
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Subscriptions received
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Tips received
Below is a list of badges on TwoCents and their designations.
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