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Things I Shouldn't Say
<p>Look…</p><p>Let me tell you, you’ve got beautiful eyes</p><p>I’m painting a picture, you’ve got beautiful hands</p><p>And a beautiful voice and ethereal skin</p><p>And quite a pretty face, it’s astonishing to me</p><p><br/></p><p>Like…</p><p>I’m glad I didn’t know you a couple years back</p><p>And I’m also angry that you had to know me now</p><p>I’m also angry that you had to know me now</p><p>Cah I’m not the person you should be around</p><p>Cah I’m not the person I think you’d deserve</p><p>Cah I’m still becoming the person I want to be</p><p>And I think you deserve the finished version of me</p><p><br/></p><p>And that hurts me so much cah I have so much to say</p><p>And that hurts me so much cos there’s so much I can’t say</p><p>My chest is burning but I’ll endure the pain</p><p>I used to think we’d be better off this way</p><p>I told myself I won’t speak to you again</p><p>So you wouldn’t tempt me into writing something like this, but I failed</p><p>You see, I’m talking to you again, </p><p>My heart’s beating fast again, </p><p>So I guess there’s something I have to say</p><p><br/></p><p>I’m painting a picture of you and me</p><p>We’re smiling and laughing happily</p><p>It’s the middle of the day and the sun is shining on us</p><p>Your skin reflects in it’s light and I’m suddenly lost…</p><p>In the sight of your smile, and the sound of your laugh</p><p>This picture in my head, it’s driving me mad</p><p>In a good way, but then I wake up, realize it’s a daydream, and then I get mad</p><p><br/></p><p>Like…</p><p>I really want to know you, not just superficially</p><p>What makes you laugh, what makes you smile,</p><p>What makes you tick, what makes you sick</p><p>What your goals are, your dreams are, what do you hope to achieve</p><p>And how do you want to live your life, do you want kids</p><p>And a husband inside a big house, with a little swing set at the front</p><p>And also, a couple other things that I forgot…</p><p>To ask, but I’d know because we’d talk</p><p>A lot, we’d talk a lot</p><p>And I’d write you songs, and poems, and tell you every secret you want to hear</p><p>Because with you I’d lose all my fears</p><p>They’d disappear, and then I open my eyes and the picture disappears</p><p><br/></p><p><span style="white-space:pre"> </span></p><p>Like…</p><p>I guess what I’m trying to say is I want to talk to you</p><p>But then I’d send a chat and I won’t know what to do</p><p>I guess what I’m saying is I don’t know what to say to you</p><p>Without accidentally leaking the things I shouldn’t say to you</p><p>Without my heart running ahead of me</p><p>And prying open my lips, making me say </p><p>All the things I fight to keep myself from saying</p><p>But I’m writing this any way, So I guess what I’m actually trying to say</p><p>Is that I think about you a lot, </p><p>And it overwhelms me a lot</p><p>So much so that I can’t keep it inside anymore</p><p>So in other words…</p><p>I like you</p>

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