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Danielle Daniel Nigeria
Student @ University of Abuja
In Literature, Writing and Blogging 5 min read
I Fell In Love Today
<p style="text-align: center; ">I think I fell in love today.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">I was scrolling through my phone, half distracted by the endless noise of it, while he sat beside me reading a book. </p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">We were outside. The evening was quiet except for the soft sound of pages turning and the occasional sound of chatting and laughing around us. </p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Then he looked at me.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Not just at me, but really looked, the way people do when they’re trying to read something written between the lines.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">“Have you been doing okay?” he asked.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">The question made my thumb stop moving.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Made me pause.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Made me look up at him.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">It surprised me.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Not because no one had asked me that question today—people had. They always do. And I always answer the same way: I’m fine. I’m okay.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">But this time the words felt different in my chest.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">For the first time, I actually wanted to tell the truth.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I wanted to say, “No. I’m not fine. I’m not okay. I’m tired and overwhelmed and I think I just need someone to hold me for a little while.”</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">I didn’t say it.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">But I think he understood anyway.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Because a moment later he closed his book slightly, his finger holding the page, and asked softly,</p><p style="text-align: center; ">“How’s that book you’re writing going?”</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">And that question alone made my throat tighten.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">It made tears sting behind my eyes.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Made me want to lean over, press my face into his hoodie, and cry like I hadn’t allowed myself to in weeks.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Because somehow he knew.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Out of everything he could have asked about—classes, the exam we just finished writing, the day—he asked about the one thing that makes my eyes light up without me noticing.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Writing.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">The only thing that makes the world feel lighter when everything else feels too heavy.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">I didn’t cry though.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Instead, I started talking.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I told him about the chapter I just finished.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">About the scene I’m struggling with.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">About the ones I’m excited to write.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I told him everything.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">And he listened.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Not the kind of listening where someone waits for their turn to speak.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">But the kind where their whole attention rests on you, like what you’re saying matters.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">He asked questions about the characters.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">He smiled at the parts I was excited about.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">He laughed at my jokes—even the ones I knew weren’t actually funny.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">And when I hesitated, when doubt crept into my voice, he encouraged me in that quiet, steady way that makes you believe someone sees something good in you.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">By the time I finished rambling, his book was forgotten beside him.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">And I realized something strange and warm in my chest.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">All this time, I thought the first time I fell in love would be loud. </p><p style="text-align: center; ">I thought it would be fireworks and grand confessions and heart-stopping moments.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">But maybe it looks like this instead.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">A quiet evening. </p><p style="text-align: center; ">A soft question.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Someone remembering the thing that makes you happiest.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Someone listening.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">And in that quiet space between his words and mine,</p><p style="text-align: center; ">with my heart feeling lighter than it had all day,</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I realized something.</p><p style="text-align: center; "> I fell in love today.</p><p style="text-align: center; "><br/></p><p style="text-align: center; ">Even though love has always terrified me,</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I’m okay with it now.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Even if he never loves me back.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">Even if we never become anything.</p><p style="text-align: center; ">I’m still okay with being in love—</p><p style="text-align: center; ">as long as it’s him.</p>

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