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After you.
<p>O, you who watch me from the skies. </p><p>Is this what grief is supposed to feel like in the long run?</p><p> Like I'm being pulled farther away from you by time? </p><p>Like you never existed in real life, just in my head?</p><p> Like we are both carried away by our separate lives, and we don't even talk anymore?</p><p> Or guilt, whenever I feel anything close to joy, knowing you're not here to feel it too?</p><p> Like imagining you're intentionally screening my calls and ignoring my texts?</p><p> Or the endless ocean of regrets I keep drowning in?</p><p> Or is it the pain of seeing everybody move on like it didn't happen, when it sure as hell did? </p><p>I feel like I'm stuck in time because of you.</p><p> I don't even live like I'm supposed to! </p><p>Your death has become the orbit in which I exist. Like reality isn't real anymore.</p><p> People keep saying you would've wanted me to move on. Now, why can't you tell me yourself?! </p><p>Why don't you even appear in my dreams or something?</p><p> I heard that's supposed to happen... but it's been so long! </p><p><br/></p><p>Are you mad at me?</p><p> Was it something I did? </p><p>Or am I just not relevant enough? </p><p>How do I even tell you anything when every single text I've sent has been undelivered?!</p><p> Your number never goes through. </p><p>And I try to speak to you on my own, but people think I'm insane! </p><p>I need closure.</p><p> And I'm not sure how to find it. Actually, I'm not sure of anything. </p><p>I just know I miss you.</p>
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